December 10, 2007

Well, today my baby is 1 week old. I can't even believe he has been here that long, as it only seems like yesterday we were rushing to the hospital trying to figure out if it was my water that had broke. His cries are starting to change which I know comes with him growing, and I am not ready for him to change and grow quite yet. He's my baby. Part of me still wishes he was still inside me and I was feeling his movements and sharing that special one on one time alone with him. I am also starting to want to try for another child. Am I insane?? I know how long it took us to conceive William and they say you are very fertile after giving birth. I know PG wasn't easy for me, and it was a hard delivery, but now that we have him, I'd go through all of that again just to have this precious little one with us. I know doc says not to make love till after the 4 week post-partum check-up, but after that, I am wondering if we want children right after that. I know when we TTC we didn't get PG, so I don't think we will "actively" TTC, but I don't think we will prevent and hope it happens on its own. I've got to be insane for wanting another child soo soon, but I am soo inlove with William, and would do this 100 times over to get such a precious little one again.